Reading this again really made my day. I would have loved to just stay home and spend the day with my family, since all of them (minus the ones who have to go to work) are at my grandmother's... Hay... Oh well... I hope they all push their respective trips home to the weekend. I'll just keep my fingers crossed.
Lawyer by day. Sleeping lawyer by night. Incoherent. Ridiculous. Mundane. Or just plain weird.
Wednesday, January 09, 2008
A must-read even for non-law people
Tuesday, January 08, 2008
Another forward (author unknown)
From: Management
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Bursting the chocolate bubble
WELL
December 21, 2007, 9:53 am
NYTimes
The Problem With Chocolate
Most people have heard that chocolate is good for you. But now, the medical journal Lancet is bursting the chocolate bubble.
Just in time for the holidays, a Lancet editorial published today notes that there won't be a "truffle treatment" for heart disease any time soon. In fact, the editors point out that the very thing that makes chocolate good for you — the antioxidants called flavanols – also make chocolate taste bitter. As a result, confectionery makers often take out the flavanols, stripping the chocolate of its main health-promoting properties. Worse, labels usually don't tell you whether your chocolate comes with or without flavanols, making it tough to know if a particular piece of chocolate has any health benefits at all.
This depressing news comes just a month after Circulation, the medical journal for the American Heart Association, created a stir when it reported a study of 22 heart transplant patients who were given a dose of dark chocolate or fake chocolate. Just two hours after eating the real thing, patients had measurable improvements in blood flow and vascular function and less clotting, compared to placebo chocolate eaters, who experienced no changes.
The Circulation report is the latest in a string of studies touting the benefits of chocolate. The flavonoids in chocolate, which include the antioxidants called flavanols, are similar to those found in tea, red wine and some fruits and vegetables, foods also known for their heart-healthy effects.
To boost your chances of getting a flavanol-rich bar, the best bet is to look for very dark chocolate with few added ingredients, notes Dr. Jacob Shani, chairman of the Cardiac Institute at
The darker the chocolate, the higher it's likely to be in flavonoids, according to the February issue of Mayo Clinic Health Letter. A typical bar of dark chocolate contains an average of 53.5 milligrams of flavonoids. A milk chocolate bar contains less than 14 milligrams, while white chocolate doesn't have any, according to the Mayo report.
But even if your chocolate is loaded with flavanols, it won't be a wonder drug. Most studies show only modest benefits from chocolate, and even though it's good for you, you still have to pay attention to calories and fat.
"If you ask me what's more important, a little physical activity like walking or eating the chocolate, go take your walk,'' said Dr. Shani. "I don't think in the very near future we're going to tell every patient go ahead and eat lots of chocolate. That would be too good to be true.''
Monday, January 07, 2008
My feng shui for the year, according to Proastro.com
Overview
Your sign is Pig.
Pigs would have experienced several life changes last year and these are likely to influence the outcome of this year. If you did change your job or move home last year, all you need to do is work with those changes and make the necessary improvements. There’s a lot of leisure or business travel in store for Pigs this year.
Famous Pig:
Hillary Clinton, Liu Xiang, Bryan Adams, Woody Allen, Julie Andrews, Fred Astaire, Humphrey Bogart, James Cagney, Maria Callas, Richard Chamberlain, Hillary Rodham Clinton, Glenn Close, Sir Noel Coward, Oliver Cromwell, Billy Crystal, the Dalai Lama, Richard Dreyfuss, Sheena Easton, Ben Elton, Ralph Waldo Emerson
Your reading:
Pigs would have experienced several life changes last year and these are likely to influence the outcome of this year.
If you did change your job or move home last year, all you need to do is work with those changes and make the necessary improvements. If you did get married last year and are now expecting a baby, what’s to worry about? These are happy occasions and you should celebrate and rejoice. There’s a lot of leisure or business travel in store for Pigs this year.
If the relationship you were in ended last year, make an effort to pull yourself together as soon as you can. However, if you neither ended your relationship nor do you have any plans of strengthening it by getting married, you should go all out to pamper your beloved and reinforce the relationship. This is particularly important because your last year’s luck will continue to have a strong influence over you during the first half of 2008. This implies that even though your relationship survived the stormy waters of 2007, it may crack under the continuous strain and the relationship could end. If the beginning of 2008 saw your relationship on the verge of ending, there may not be much that you can do to revive it.
There’s good news on the financial front though. You will get plenty of investment opportunities and you should capitalize on them. Pigs born in spring and summer should embark upon a career if you haven’t done so already. Next year will be too late. During the first six months of 2008 you may find it difficult to make the right decisions because of your emotional instability and the influence of 2007. You will be able to make a better judgment only in Lunar May, when last year’s influence has faded away. The flip side of this however is that your run of good luck is likely to last only till end 2009. If you want to get substantial returns on your investment, you will have to invest this year, but invest wisely and well.
You look all set to lose some of your belongings this year including your mobile phone, wallet or keys. Forewarned is forearmed. While you may not be able to avoid all the bad luck that looks set to come your way, you should take steps to minimize the loss by carrying minimal amount of money in your wallet, keeping a spare set of keys in a safe place and making a duplicate set of phone numbers.
Friday, January 04, 2008
A Tribute of Sorts
So anyway, vain and conceited and self-centered as I am, I Google-d myself, my relatives and a few of my friends, just for whatev. Google-ability now sort of validates or confirms that a person exists. If your name doesn't appear ANYWHERE on the internet, it's just, well, weird. It's almost like the world has forgotten that you exist, or existed, and affected people's lives in some way, good OR bad. Many of the people in this list retired years before the advent of the internet as we know it, while some just aren't very fond of computers, or some other reason I don't want to think about. In any case, I would have wanted to write something more heartwrenching, but I guess this will suffice for the moment, lest I burst into tears in the office and gain a reputation as the crazy new hire.
So then, this is a tribute to the people who have made the most impact on my life, good or bad, for the people who have been in every chapter of my life, and who will always be part of me because I have never loved anybody more than I love them...






We've all made our fair share of mistakes and wrong turns. We're all human, after all. That doesn't right a wrong, and it can't change how people feel about what we've done or what we haven't done, but I hope everything turns out great for all of us. Cheers.

From Rich: childhood privileges meme
Wednesday, January 02, 2008
Receipts please...
Raffle is on January 15. Hehe! Thanks all!
P.S. Please do not send me receipts from abroad.
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Auld Lang Syne
Taken from http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Auld_Lang_Syne
Should old acquaintance be forgot,
and never brought to mind ?
Should old acquaintance be forgot,
and auld lang syne ?
- CHORUS:For auld lang syne, my dear,for auld lang syne,we'll take a cup o’ kindness yet,for auld lang syne.
And surely you’ll buy your pint cup !
And surely I’ll buy mine !
And we'll take a cup o’ kindness yet,
for auld lang syne.
- CHORUS
We two have run about the slopes,
and picked the daisies fine ;
But we’ve wandered many a weary foot,
since auld lang syne.
- CHORUS
We two have paddled in the stream,
from morning sun till dine† ;
But seas between us broad have roared
since auld lang syne.
- CHORUS
And there’s a hand my trusty friend !
And give us a hand o’ thine !
And we’ll take a right good-will draught,
for auld lang syne.
- CHORUS
"Auld Lang Syne" is a song by Robert Burns (1759–1796), although similar poems by Robert Ayton (1570–1638), Allan Ramsay (1686-1757) and James Watson (1711) as well as older folk songs, use the same phrase, and predated Burns.[1]
In any case, it is one of the better-known songs in English-speaking countries, and it is often sung at the stroke of midnight on the 31st of December, New Year's Eve. Like many other frequently sung songs, the melody is better remembered than the words, which are often sung incorrectly, and seldom in full.[citation needed]
The song's (Scots) title may be translated into English literally as 'old long since', or more idiomatically 'long long ago',[2] or 'days gone by'. In his retelling of fairy tales in the Scots language, Matthew Fitt uses the phrase “In the days of auld lang syne” as the equivalent of “Once upon a time”. In Scots Syne is pronounced like the English word sign — IPA: [sain] — not [zain] as many people pronounce it.
History
Robert Burns forwarded a copy of the original song to the Scots Musical Museum with the remark, “The following song, an old song, of the olden times, and which has never been in print, nor even in manuscript until I took it down from an old man's singing, is enough to recommend any air.” At the time it was very fashionable to claim one's own work was "traditional"; therefore one should take Burns' statement with mild skepticism. Some of the lyrics were indeed "collected" rather than composed by the poet and the ballad Old Long Syne printed in 1711 by James Watson shows considerable similarity in the first verse and the chorus to Burns' later poem. [3] It is a fair supposition to attribute the rest of the poem to Burns himself.[4]
There is some doubt as to whether the tune used today is the same one Burns originally intended; but the melody itself is traditional in the purest sense of the words.
Singing the song on Hogmanay or New Year's Day very quickly became a Scots custom, which soon spread to other parts of the British Isles. As Scots (not to mention other Britons) emigrated around the world, they took the song with them.
Beginning in 1929 Band leader Guy Lombardo is often credited with popularizing the use of the song at New Year’s celebrations in America, through his annual broadcasts on radio and TV. The song became his trademark, and besides his live broadcasts, he recorded the song more than once, the first in 1939, and at least once later, on September 29, 1947, in a record issued as a single by Decca Records as catalog #24260.[5]
However, he neither invented nor introduced the custom, even there. The ProQuest newspaper archive has articles dated 1896 that describe revellers on both sides of the Atlantic singing the song to usher in the New Year. Two examples follow:
- "Holiday Parties at Lenox" (1896) – The company joined hands in the great music room at midnight and sang “Auld Lang Syne” as the last stroke of 12 sounded and the new year came in.[6]
- "New Year's Eve in London" (1910) – Usual Customs Observed by People of All Classes… The passing of the old year was celebrated in London much as usual. The Scotch residents gathered outside of St. Paul's Church and sang “Auld Lang Syne” as the last stroke of 12 sounded from the great bell.[7]
[edit] Lyrics
As detailed above—auld lang syne literally means "old long since"—but a more idiomatic English translation would be something like "long long ago",[2] "days of long ago", "in olden days", or even "once upon a time". "For old time's sake" or "to the good old days" may be modern-day expressions, in common use as a toast, that capture the spirit of "for auld lang syne."
Burns’ original Scots verse.[2] | Scots pronunciation guide (as Scots speakers would sound) | IPA pronunciation guide | English translation (minimalist) |
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Should auld acquaintance be forgot,
And surely ye’ll be your pint-stoup!
We twa hae run about the braes,
We twa hae paidl’d in the burn,
And there’s a hand, my trusty fiere !
| Shid ald akwentans bee firgot,
An sheerly yil bee yur pynt-staup!
We twa hay rin aboot the braes,
We twa hay pedilt in the burn,
An thers a han, my trustee feer!
| ʃɪd ɑld a.kwe̙n.tæns bi fɪɾ.ɡɔt,
an ʃir.li jɪl bi jʊɾ peint.stɔp !
we twa heː rɪn ə.but ðɪ brez,
we twa heː pɛ.dl̩t ɪn ðɪ bʊɾn,
an ðɛrz ɐ han, mei trʊs.ti fiɾ !
| Should old acquaintance be forgot,
And surely you’ll buy your pint cup !
We two have run about the slopes,
We two have paddled in the stream,
And there’s a hand my trusty friend !
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† dine = dinner time
Most traditional use of the song involves only the first verse and the chorus—with the last line changed to "and days of auld lang syne".
[edit] Usage
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"Auld Lang Syne" is usually sung each year at midnight on New Year's Day (Hogmanay in Scotland) in the United Kingdom, the Republic of Ireland, the United States, Australia, New Zealand, South Africa, Hong Kong, and English-speaking areas of India, Pakistan, and Canada, and signifies the start of a new year. In the United Kingdom, it is played at the close of the annual Congress (conference) of the Trades Union Congress. In many Burns Clubs, it is sung to end the Burns supper.
In Scotland it is often sung at the end of a céilidh or a dance. It is common practice that everyone joins hands with the person next to them to form a great circle around the dance floor. At the beginning of the last verse everyone crosses their arms across their breast, so that the right hand reaches out to the neighbour on the left and vice versa. During the last chorus people might start jumping up and down. When the tune ends everyone rushes to the middle, while still holding hands. When the circle is re-established, everyone turns under the arms to end up facing outwards with hands still joined.
It is used as a graduation song and a funeral song in Taiwan and Hong Kong, symbolizing an end or a goodbye. In Japan and Hungary, too, it is used in graduation, and many stores and restaurants play it to usher customers out at the end of a business day. Before the composition of Aegukga, the lyrics of Korea’s national anthem were sung to the tune of this song. In the Indian Armed Forces, as well as the Pakistani Military, the band plays this song during the graduating parade of the recruits.
In the Philippines, it is well known and sung at celebrations like graduations, New Year and Christmas Day. Also, before 1972, it was the tune for the Gaumii salaam anthem of The Maldives (with the current words). In Thailand, it is used for Samakkkhi Chumnum (Together in unity), sung after sports.
In Brazil, Portugal, France, Spain, Greece, Poland and Germany this song is used to mark a farewell. It is also used in the Scout movement for the same purpose, but with lyrics that are a little different.
It has also been used on other occasions as a farewell. One occasion that falls in this category was in October 2000, when the body of former Canadian prime minister Pierre Trudeau left Parliament Hill in Ottawa for the last time, going to Montreal for the state funeral.
The song is also the official corps song for the Kilties drum and bugle corps.
[edit] Melody
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The tune to which Auld Lang Syne is universally sung is a pentatonic Scots folk melody - probably originally a sprightly dance in a much quicker tempo.
The English composer William Shield seems to quote the Auld Lang Syne melody briefly at the end of the overture to his opera Rosina - this may be its first recorded use. The contention that Burns borrowed the melody from Shield is for various reasons highly unlikely - they may very well both have taken it from a common source, however - possibly a strathspey called The Miller's Wedding or The Miller's Daughter. The problem is that tunes based on the same set of dance steps necessarily have a similar rhythm, and even a superficial resemblance in melodic shape may cause a very strong apparent similarity in the tune as a whole. For instance, Burns' poem Coming through the rye is sung to a tune that might also be based on the Miller's Wedding. The origin of the tune of God Save the Queen (q.v.) presents a very similar problem, and for just the same reason, as it is also based on a dance measure. (See the note in the William Shield article on this subject.)
Whatever its source, the Auld Lang Syne tune has been used all over the world in various contexts, for example:
In Denmark, the song was translated in 1927 by the famous Danish poet Jeppe Aakjær. Much like Robert Burns' use of dialect, Aakjær translated the song into the Danish dialect Jysk, a dialect from the Danish peninsula Jutland, often hard to understand for other Danes. The song Skuld gammel venskab rejn forgo ('Should auld acquantaince be forgot - Scots / Should old acquaintance be forgotten - English'), is an integral part of the Danish Højskole tradition, and often associated with more rural areas and old traditions. Also, the former Danish rock group Gasolin modernized the melody in 1974 with their pop ballad Stakkels Jim ("Poor Jim").
In Pakistan, the tune was played at the formal resignation of President Pervez Musharraf as the country's Chief of Army Staff.
In the United States, the song is used as a song of remembrance at 9-11 memorials and other memorial events. The University of Virginia's alma mater (The Good Old Song), and the anthem of Alpha Kappa Psi, the largest professional business fraternity in the U.S., are both sung to the tune of Auld Lang Syne.
In India, the melody was the direct inspiration for the popular Bengali song "Purano shei diner kotha" (About the old days) composed by Nobel laureate Rabindranath Tagore, and forms one of the more recognizable tunes in Rabindra Sangeet (Rabindra's Songs), a body of work of 2,230 songs and lyrical poems that form the backbone of Bengali music.
In Japan, the Japanese students' song Hotaru no hikari (Glow of a Firefly) uses the Auld Lang Syne tune. The words are a series of images of hardships that the industrious student endures in his relentless quest for knowledge, starting with the firefly’s light, which the student uses to keep studying when he has no other light sources. As noted above (under usage) the melody is also played in many stores shortly before closing time.
The tune is used for the Dutch football song, Wij houden van Oranje (We love Orange).
In France, the melody is used with French words and the parting song is entitled Ce n’est qu’un au revoir ("This is only "until we meet again" (not goodbye)").
In Indonesia, the melody is used as a farewell song which is commonly sung during graduation or farewell parties.
In South Korea, the melody was used for the national anthem, Aegukga, until the composer Ahn Eak-tai composed a new melody to the existing lyrics.
In Italy, this melody is very well known by Italian football supporters since the 70's; It is often sung in stadiums during the matches, especially after the kick-off. Many Italian supporters of different regions and cities adopted this tune and arranged its lyrics according to their teams. These are the lyrics sung by A.S. Roma supporters: La nostra fede mai morrà/canteremo noì ultrà/e insieme a te saremo allor/forza Roma vinci ancor ("Our faith will never die/we,the ultrà, will sing/then we'll be with you/come on Roma, win again").
In Spain and in Poland, this tune is used by the Scouts movement for their farewell song at the end of summer camps or just to say goodbye after big events.
[edit] Trivia
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- The song features prominently - under the name of The Farewell Waltz - in the film Waterloo Bridge (1940), starring Vivien Leigh and Robert Taylor. It is arguably one of the most memorable and best-loved sequences of the film.
- The Triad Trilogy Infernal Affairs uses the tune in the second film when a triad has finished killing a gang boss. It also signifies the event of Hong Kong's transfer to China in 97, with the fictional eradication of many gang bosses.
- The American PBS television series Great Performances program titled "Garrison Keillor’s New Year’s Eve Special" 2006/7 had the audience sing an adaptation of the lyrics with a humorous last verse: "I think of all the great, high hearts I had when I was young / And now who are these sad old farts I find myself among?"
- Nobel Laureate Poet Rabindranath Tagore's poem Purano Shei Diner Kotha is traditionally sung in a tune inspired by the tune of Auld Lang Syne.
- The last line of the chorus is frequently mis-sung by crowds and untrained groups as for the sake of Auld Lang Syne. This is partly because the words themselves are not understood, but also because it has become common practice. It is rarely (if ever) incorrectly performed by trained choirs.
- The song is sung at the end of the Last Night of the Proms by the audience (rather than the performers). As such it is never listed on the official programme.
- The melody is also featured at the beginning of the Tom Waits song 'A Sight For Sore Eyes'
- The song is sung in many of the films produced by Frank Capra, including It's a Wonderful Life, Mr. Deeds Goes to Town, and Mr. Smith Goes to Washington.
- In the Samuel Fuller film The Steel Helmet, the film's main character, Sgt. Zack, requests that the song be played by "Fat Paul" on a portable organ. The group of American soldiers is shocked to find out, after a South Korean boy who has accompanied them recognizes and sings Korean lyrics to the tune, that the melody also serves as the national South Korean anthem.
- Dan Fogelberg recorded a hit song called "Same Old Lang Syne", on his 1981 album The Innocent Age. Interestingly, the song was about encountering an old lover not on New Year's Eve, but on Christmas Eve.
- In the 1942 re-release of the Charlie Chaplin film The Gold Rush with added sound, the song is sung at a New Year's Eve party. It is not certain if the same song was sung when the original silent film was released in 1925.
- The song is played in When Harry Met Sally, the New Year's party in which Harry states he never fully understood what the song meant and says "I mean, 'Should old acquaintance be forgot'? Does that mean that we should forget old acquaintances, or does it mean if we happened to forget them, we should remember them, which is not possible because we already forgot?"
- Cliff Richard sang the Lord's Prayer to the melody of Auld Lang Syne in his Christmas song "The Millennium Prayer".
- Sofie Fatale's cell phone ringtone is Auld Lang Syne in the film Kill Bill Volume 1.
- IDW Publishing has released a comic story arc using the Characters from Joss Whedon's Angel: The Series. This Series is called Angel: Auld Lang Syne.
- The melody to "Auld Lang Syne" is thought to be a strong candidate for the solution to Sir Edward Elgar's "Enigma"; that is, he said that the theme of his Op. 36 Variations was actually a countermelody to some other well-known tune, but he never revealed what the popular tune was.
- Near the end of Ghostbusters II, the people of New York City sing "Auld Lang Syne", which weakens the evil Viggo the Carpathian's power enough to be defeated.
- American guitarist Jimi Hendrix played Auld Lang Syne as the opening of his second set at the Fillmore East, December 31, 1969-January 1, 1970
- Irish rock group A.E.R use Auld Lang Syne as the intro and hook of their song "Time Goes By". Ironically, the songwriter had the idea of using it while thinking "What can we do that Jimi Hendrix didn't?". He only found out that Jimi Hendrix actually did, 3 days after recording it.
- This is the last song sung at every commencement for Fairleigh Dickinson University
- Friedrich Silcher, a German songwriter, born at the time when Robert Burns died, translated 'Auld Lang Syne' into German language ('Soll's alte Herz vergessen sein') which is probably the best translation of this song into a foreign language.[citation needed]
- In both The Poseidon Adventure (film) and Poseidon (film), the ship's singer leads the crowd with the singing of "Auld Lang Syne", before the ship is capsized by a rogue wave.
- The University Of Virginia's alma mater, the Good Ol' Song, is sung to the tune of Auld Lang Syne.
- The song Forever by HURT (band) references the Auld Lang Syne in its lyrics.
- A variation on the melody of the song is heard in the John Phillip Sousa march Ancient and Honorable Artillery Company.
- Every year, on his New Year television show, Jools Holland and his rhythm and blues orchestra play Auld Lang Syne on the bagpipes and the audience sing along.
- In the series The Best Years, Samantha recalls when she played on the piano Auld Lang Syne
- Canadian band Barenaked Ladies include a rendition of the song "Auld Lang Syne" on their 2004 "Barenaked for the Holidays" CD.
- Bobby Darin recorded a Christmas version in 1960, titled "Christmas Auld Lang Syne".
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Monday, December 17, 2007
Shopping weekend
I died and went to shopping heaven Saturday night. Anna and I went to the Christ the King Bazaar to finish our Christmas shopping. The slope was bad (gradual, but oddly difficult to traverse), and we kinda had a hard time keeping our balance walking up and down and up and down and up and down the two aisles but by far, I got the best deals ever. I basically busted MY ENTIRE SALARY on weekend shopping. I'll have to survive on Skyflakes for the next two weeks. Well, not exactly, but I can't splurge on dinner too much until the next suweldo. Hehe! Oh well. I have to lose weight anyway. I loooooooove everything I bought. This is the last of my shopping escapade extravaganzas, since I'll be belt-tightening beginning January next year. Read: saving up for a car, which is going to take quite a while, even if I get a hefty bonus... (Lord, please enlighten the minds of the partners of the firm and make them realize what a difference they will make in the lives of so many entrepreneurs if they give me a bonus... Hehehe!) So... My plan is to save half my net income (i.e. less taxes and other charges, rent and bills). The other half will comprise my monthly personal allowance. It's actually a pretty good plan. My "personal allowance" isn't too bad. So anyway,,, any shopping I'll be doing will be financed by my "personal allowance". The policy is N-E-V-E-R touch my savings unless I'm dying and/or in immediate need of surgery and/or expensive medication the cost of which cannot be reasonably borne by the disposable half of my income. (And yes, the reason I'm writing this is to psyche myself up.) So there. Three days and two rehearsals to making-a-fool-out-of-myself-day (a.k.a. the firm's Christmas party). Ladida...
Thursday, December 06, 2007
It's the season to be not-so-jolly...
It's been a rough couple of days. And it has nothing to do with work. Well, save for the fact that we don't get any free cuts, or the right to say, "It's sleepy weather. I don't think I'll go to work today. I'll sleep this one in." I like my job and where I'm at. The past few days just haven't been very forgiving in terms of my psyche. I thought the week was going to turn out fine until semi-recent events sent me spiralling down into another downcycle. I won't elaborate. I don't really relish the thought of having to churn out actual words to describe how sucky it feels to not be so in tune with the so-called spirit of Christmas. And speaking of Christmas, I think the dreaded holidays are taking their toll again. The most obvious pop-up would be that I, together with dozens of other new hires from here and other firms, will be making a complete and utter fool out of myself dancing to the beat of songs I don't even listen to, all for the sadistic amusement of the powers that be. Give me physical pain any day of the week and I'll pay you for it. It doesn't make it any better that I actually have to organize the goddamned thing. But no, that isn't what toed the line. For one thing, I miss studenthood. I miss the so-called life I used to have, and the people I used to drag and get dragged by. I don't miss financial dependence, but I do miss being carefree, and being responsible only for myself.
On a different but not too distant note, my train of thought lately has been running in the direction of figuring out where I'm spending the two four-day weekends later this month. As most of my friends probably already know, Lipa is not a very good place to spend the holidays. I just want to see my dad and my brother, but I will not (Read: WILL NOT) spend a night there. I don't have very good emotional ties with the city or with the people there, particularly someone I will not mention but people already know. Not too many happy memories to be had. Personally, my default holiday hideout is my grandmother's, although it hasn't been very festive there since my uncles left for Houston. I want to be proven wrong though, for the sake of my nephews, who are now old enough to appreciate the difference between an actual celebration and one where we just sit silently around the dinner table. The option of spending the holidays in Baguio at my aunt's place, but I'm not sure if she'll be staying home or going to my cousin's place in Gumaca. In any case, anywhere I spend the holidays, the people I end up NOT spending the holidays with won't exactly be pleased with me. Which doesn't really leave any room for what I want. Ate Tina (my cousin) told me she would just kidnap me come the holidays so it wouldn't be my fault, and that she would take the fall for me, but, well, I don't know. It's one of those seasons when all choices presented to me are wrong for at least one relevant party. The complications of having equally dearly beloved family members, most of whom are the fiercely jealous types, spread all over the country...
More work just poured in after my two-hour respite from the world... I'm not complaining. I'm not whining. I'm a bit too numbed out at the moment for that. Just a statement of fact. The pains of being an adult and having to take responsibility for my decisions knowing that however I decide, I'm bound to run into a brick wall and break a few bones in the process. Thus the title.